Sheepston

Hey, I'm putting this out there because I’ve seen some old contacts follow me &/or like my stuff & I really wanna say hello to you all! 🌸💕🌺 If we used to talk but no longer do, & you want to reach out to me, please do! I don’t find it weird or awkward, no matter how long its been since we last talked! 3 months? 4 years? 10? Not a problem. Just get my inbox like “hey its X from Y I want to chat!” if that’s what you want to do! I’m sorry I’ve been so busy these past few years & that I sort of dropped the ball on my social life. I’m terrible at messaging first but its not because I don’t like talking to anyone; it’s just something I genuinely struggle with. I have my reasons for being like this, but I don’t want to make a list of excuses or anything because that’s just how I am at this moment in life & I’m working on improving it ❤️ I still think of everyone from my life very fondly and I’m happy that I’ve been seeing you all again, even if it’s just in passing! I hope life’s been treating you well, especially while times are so hard.

Hey guys I’m writing this up for all my socials to get everyone on the same page. I’m just gonna copy paste this everywhere, even places the same info has already been posted. I feel it’s important that I do, as my social media is both a place for friends AND work, and this effects both greatly. —— Prefacing with I’M OKAY NOW. & no worry is needed. But OOF. —— A couple of days ago I had a seizure & ended up in hospital. I’m not a known epileptic but it runs in my family & drs thought I may have had them as a kid but couldn’t confirm if I did. —— I suffered no major injuries as I felt it coming on (tho I didn’t realise what it was at the time) & followed the family rule of “if you might faint, lay down on the ground immediately” tho I only managed to sit before it hit lol —— My wife was with me when it happened & I was not conscious during it. All I remember was knowing I was dreaming but everything being the wrong colours, and then waking up in the backyard desperately tired. —— I’ve just finished some rounds of testing & will hopefully know what’s going on with my body before the new year. I have more appointments & might need some more tests. I’m hoping not tho because sleep deprivation tests sound awful. —— I am not allowed to work until after the 21st, & have to start slowly again, which SUCKS and makes me so sad as Variation Media is getting to the end of our first short & I really wanted to watch it be completed first hand :( —— Worse, I am not allowed out of the house on my own for 6 months in case I have another fit. This is a huge blow to me because I usually spend 1-3 hours a day exercising on my own as a way to destress. It’s gonna be hard to cope… —— As I’m not allowed to work my income will take a bit of a hit. —— I can still do some personal art & stuff but I really need to slow down. —— I am trying to keep a positive attitude & tho I’m a little nervous I know this isn’t anything my family, friends, & I can’t handle together :)